Polar MeiMei

Family OuTinG!!

2007-12-30T21:02:00.000+08:00

Me & my xiao Nu Er Agn .. hehe..Taken in tHe Toliet!!

We went to Watch Alvin & The ChipmunK....

My Brother aka SiSter ..hanSong and me Posing For thE Camera !!

Jia Yuh(Lao pO), Felyssia (Xiao Nu Er), me & Han Song (Brother Aka SisTer)

Jinny, Felyssia and me on Christmas DaY!!

2007-12-30T20:51:00.000+08:00

We are posing alots .. hehe..

This is our first time taking neoprint together!! I am so blessed with two of my nu er by my side.

We brought this rings at marina Bay .. Our Symbol Of our Strong FriendshIP

This is my another nu er ... Aka Jinny

This is me and my xiao nu er .. Hha !! isn't she cute??

we were having our lunch at mos Burger when Jinny took this pic of mine!!

Guess who's hands is that ?? (its me & Jinny)

SOrry For the late Posting... The AboVe is What i do During Christmas !! I enjoyed alot this christmas thks to the both of theM!!

Busy busy week!!

2007-12-21T18:32:00.000+08:00

Next coming week , its going to be a busy week. First of all, its because of work i have myself booked for almost everyday of next week except for christmas where i will be going out with jinny and felyssia. Otherwise, it will just be working and private sales are happening next thursday which mean that its going to be a exhausting day. As i may have to work for very long hours plus i working morning shift the very next day. Thinking of the morning that i'm going to earn, i just treat it as xian gu hou tian lor . LIke what others always say , no pain no gain . So i going to jia you le. Christmas coming, wondering what to buy for my collegues. Me and jinghui though of buying the christmas candy for everyone. But i could not find it anyway, mei yan suggested the candy empire at vivo city. Diao.. so far away..nvm .. will find a way de.

A nice day at chalet with all my poly friends

2007-12-18T10:33:00.000+08:00

The day before yestarday and monday was a wonderful experience for me as i have a fun and heart-warming time with my interest group mates. We were chatting non-stop from Woodlands all the way to Tanah merah. Before that, we were shopping for tibits and we spent quite alot in it. Then we started packing it into our bags and it make our bags look very bulky. It was a long journey from woodlands to tanah merah. We were basically standing throughout as the train was pretty crowded. And then we get to the chalet and started to unpack. We wanted to rent a bicycle but we could not find the rental shop. We walk for long distance before we know where is it. Haha.. but we do not rent it basically because it was time for us to go back to chalet. But the process of finding the rental shop is fun, we walk and play along the pathway. We even went to walk along the beach side and have fun playing with water. When we go back, we book a place for karaoke. Then the whole lots of us went to singing after eating, and we sang alot of songs.Wen shan came at 9 something. Then others started to leave and it left the three of us. We went back to chalet and started to watch some vcds that i have brought. Then marilyn and another gal came back and we watched for a little while. We were tired then, we went back to our room. Me , angeline and wen shan stay up for the night. We were laughing and having chat. We stay up to 3 and then we wake up le. We went out looking for food centre. But could not , so we called for mcdonald. And we did, we ate heartily. Then along the way to woodlands, we sing songs together. It was fun.Love it!!

Global warming !!!

2007-12-14T09:31:00.000+08:00

As we all know that there is a temperature rise in the global temperature, and that there maybe dangers or consequences with regard to global warming. As the ice caps at the north pole are melting and the world water capacity are increasing, some islands or even countries are drown or completely drowned in to the sea. And there's been reports that thailand will be down in about few decades years. So all around the world, everyone are getting worry about the earth and our future generations. They even held a meeting about how to solve this global warming issue and reducing the air and land pollutions. However, there is some problems with regards to the resolutions of the issue, as it is impossible for some countries to stop their industrialisation and developments which greatly contribute to the world crisis. What i think is that its too late le, even if we managed to persuade everyone to conserve and to save the earth. It will onli slow down the process of global destructions. And the way to persuade people to conserve and change their way of living is extremely difficult.

We really did our presentation.. not by copying of others people's ppt.

2007-12-12T15:16:00.000+08:00

Grghh.. Presentations these days have been quite bad as i have been reading off my slides and not giving enough examples. Today is enterprise module and my team have come up with the slides with no copying of works from others. However, my team today do not manage to present well as many of us do not quite understand the concepts. When it comes to the slides where it talk about our proposed business plan for the company, there are many doubts and teacher even asked whether is it taken from any websites. Hello!! We did not take or even copy from any other resources . We did it ourselves. pissed off by the questions about our reliability of the slides.Luckily, we managed to answer the questions from the floor. Phew!!

extend hours are killing me.

2007-12-09T10:59:00.000+08:00

The day before and yestarday has been a tiring day for me. I been working from the afternoon to almost 11pm. And when i reaches home, its about 12 midnight. Really tired sia, plus today i have to work till 10 but in actual fact , i can only go home at 10.10pm . Then i would have to change into my home clothes , by then alot of time is gone le. Tommorrow ,i have to attend school early in the morning. Sian lor.. tired sia. Haha..but when thinking of the money that i going to earn plus this coming friday , i will not be working. The feeling is so great. haha.. then coming sat , alth0ugh i will be working 13 hrs thinking of the money that i going to earn. It really excites me. Hope that everything will go well that day. Jia you !!

20071121我愛黑澀會--蚊子--精舞門+一支獨秀+地版

2007-12-06T19:56:00.001+08:00

This one of the hei se hui mei mei that i have come across that really do have a talent. Love her alot as in her talent.Her name is蚊子

My W880i !

2007-12-03T15:54:00.000+08:00

I brought a new handphone about a month ago. And it is the best handphone that i ever have. Because its a walkman phone, as i have never in my life have a walkman phone before. Plus, it has all the functions i want of a handphone. It can be in a form of MP3 which is a bonus to me as i have spolit my MP3 few months back.Besides that I was given the memory card for free which was like a great gift for me as its a 1 GB memory card. I can also changed the theme of my the handphone. And it was so amazing. hehe.. Sorry if i sound like a country bumkpin but it was basically because it is the phone is brought with my hard earned money.

Credits:http://www.mas34.net/wp-images/images/SonyEricsson_W880i.jpg

Been staying in class the whole week.

2007-11-29T23:29:00.000+08:00

Sian ar.. i been staying in class the whole week that i started to become sick of it. Its not that my class sucks . Its because of the decorations of the classroom that make me feel sick. Imagine having to face four blocks of walls everyday with the same plain white walls and whiteboards. And there's not window for us to look outside to the lawn or anything. But i'm getting closer to one of my classmates and that is jie shi. I did not know her that well until recently when i was in the same group as her that i managed to talk to her and interact with her. She is a nice girl who know what she is doing and presenting. We even walk down to the 7eleven after school today. Hope to know her well.. HE He!!

Time passes so fast!!

2007-11-22T21:09:00.000+08:00

Sweety is in the middle..

I do know why time just passes so fast. Its been the nineth week of sem 2 . Alot of things have changed and my mindset have change as well. I get to know alot of wonderful classmates and i have learnt alot from them too. Through them, i could gather alot of information and experiences that i never thought of could happen to anyone in real life. I feel that i'm like a frog trapped in a well. Just like the plato's cave, i felt like i'm inferior as compared to them. From them, i learnt confident and persistent. I learnt things like sharing and also caring. And first of all, friendship is what i learnt from them. Although some of them just get to know each other, they will be like brothers and sisters. They will start playing and sharing things with each other. They are great guys.

Friends !!

2007-11-14T23:52:00.000+08:00

I do not have many friends but i was glad that i managed to have friends that really cares for me and they are always there when i needed them the most. They are the one who are willingly to take my lame jokes and will play along with me even though they know that its going to be a crappy one. I know some of them since i am in elementary school. They were either my school mates or my classmates. There are 6 friends that i have known recently(i know them during my secondary or poly ) which i think that i should mentioned. They are Mathana, Jia yuh, Jessica, Qing ling ,Allandra and Jessalin. They are nice people and i feel comfortable being with them.

Hey shuai ge and mei nu!!

2007-11-04T23:01:00.000+08:00

I was at causeway point today and i manage to see all the hunks and babes.

Oh My God!!!

2007-11-01T22:09:00.000+08:00

Oh my god!!! i really sick of having to fixed my laptop. I brought it this year and it has caused me lots and lots of problem. First is the hard drive, now is the charger port. And i have to bring it back to the main service center to have it fixed. Sian lor, i really hate it leh.. i am sick and tired of having to deal with my laptop.So i decided to buy a new one but will be paying back in instalement.So happy!!

Resident Evil.,,!!

2007-10-22T11:17:00.000+08:00

I went to watch resident evil yestarday. And it causes me a headache while and after watching it. Me and my friend could not bear the movie to end so that we can go off and went back to rest.I was damn sleepy and not feeling that well after watching. Thus after i went home, i went straight to bed and sleep. I really cannot tahan sia. I mean the movie is all about killing and killing .I do not know what is it really talking about.But one thing to comment is that the main actress is damn hot.

Sometime , things may look complicated !!

2007-10-15T20:42:00.000+08:00

I don know what i am doing this days.I feel like i empty and shallow inside. I know i have friends to be there for me and be there whenever i need them to be.But i getting to think that i started to hate being alone by myself. I want someone by my side. I don know why i kept thinking that way. I know that i have many more to worry and i should just focus. But sometime , i feel that i 'm a freak. Grghh......

Smoking !!

2007-10-04T22:00:00.000+08:00

i have always wonder why people find it difficult to quit smoking.I always think that maybe its because they are not determined enough to stop themselves or they do not bother to try quiting it at all. And why are they hooked up with smoking , they should know the long term consequences of smoking .But why are they still smoking ??And just recently , i found out the reasons. It is because of the content of the cigarette (which contain mostly nicotine). Nicotine as we know is an addictive drugs. The reason why some people get hooked up with smoking when they took their first puff is because of the manner the brain reacts to nicotine. If u feel relaxed after the first puff, the mostly likely u will be hooked on to smoking.Secondly , the reasons why people having difficulties in quiting is because the brain adapt to the mildly pleasurable effects that nicotine release.Once withdrawal, it will produces an intense discomfort.The key in nicotine addiction is that the positive pleasurable effects of nicotine are instantaneous and short lasting, while the negative effect is long lasting and delayed.And the use of nicotine will recruit the major brain stress system,CRF which contribute to the continued use of tobacco.

Credit:http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2007/10/071001172800.htm 4th October 2007. 10:18pm

Assumption!!

2007-10-02T21:31:00.000+08:00

In our daily lives, everyone seems to be making assumptions about one another or even the things around us.But it never occurs to us that there is more to the assumptions that we made on other people and also the things around us. We always assume that a girl who was very hip hop and always seemed to be chatting around or even linger around with people. They are the popular one and that they must have alot of friends.But sometime , only the girl will know exactly the number of friends she truely have. Maybe she have lesser friends than any of us.And maybe, she does not even know who's her friends were and she could not find someone to talk to.Just like you assume that someone is happy but deep down she or he maybe groaning or maybe sobbing .

Fuck up la!!

2007-09-28T23:48:00.000+08:00

I really feel like banging my head against the wall. Why am i so stupid ?? i feel like yelling and scold vulgarity at someone . Just anyone on the street, i feel like shouting and shrieking at them. Argh.. I always though of mixing around people and hoping that i will be someone that will be likeable by people. I want to be like others who are able to mix around well. But because of my low EQ, i not able to control my emotions and also my thinking well. I'm so frustrated with myself man.

I shld relieve myself and not pressurised others and dependent on them.

2007-09-25T20:25:00.000+08:00

I really think that i should stop my mind from thinking things that are not important . As it will sometime stress me up unnecessary. And i don know why , i don feel like being alone all the time. I want someone there to be by my side . So that i will be able to feel that i'm not alone and to be able to be envelope by the somebody.I know that this someone who i have wanted so much in my life would not happen so easily or just because i wanted it to appear.It will not just pop up somewhere in my life. I really think that i should cut my mind into half and stop the imaginary thinking mechanic inside.So that i don think unnecessary things that will cause me to be moody sometime and started to harp on people.I felt myself being tense up and me worrying without any reason. That people whom i know do not want to be my friend anymore. And in actual fact , it was not the truth. And i get myself sometime so down.I guess that i just have to throw away those mindset of mine. Or else , i going to suffer. Jia you !!

What is love ???

2007-09-22T01:03:00.000+08:00

We always know that love cannot be forced or deliberately created. When love is urs , it will eventually be urs and its up to u to grab that love descended on you. But sometime, do not try to force love on urself . Take it as it come along and cherish the love u have been granted.This is what i have conclude from the conversion that i have with mui friend. Haiz, anyway i have a great time with mui primary school mates yestarday.We went for movie and eat some meals. We chat and have fun along the way.The feelings was so great ...especially with friends around.Friends forever!!

My new Class

2007-09-18T19:54:00.000+08:00

It's the start of a new term. And here i am , in a different class with unfamiliar faces and environment. I feeling abit weird and could not get used to the class especially where there is so many people so unfamilar and i do not get along so well as i have with my previous class.Now i have started to miss my old class. I want W34G back.I want to be back in that wonderful class with all my dearest friends. But what to do , things cannot be changed le. Since i am in that class , i must try to adapt and to get along with my classmates. It just the beginning of another learning journey in rp.So i better get used to it. I learnt alot from my new class this two days as well as i have from my old class. I guess i just have to move on and stop looking back le. Haha, this two days i have been eating with them (my old classmates).And i was so happy to be in the group and to be with them.They are the best.

K boxing !!

2007-09-13T22:19:00.000+08:00

Halo, its been a few days since i last blog le . I have a great time this week with my friends. On Tuesay , i went to watch a movie entitled "Rat-ta-to-e." Its a very nice movie and i simply love the rat to bits (they are so cute ). But in real life , i'm scared of rat ok, so don try to get the rats near me as i may scream and even yield.Then we went to take some pictures and was satisfield with the outcome of the picture. We look pretty in the pics.Haha!!its true. I mean compare to the picture that we used to take in past year.Right after that, we went for shopping and lastly for our dinner at fish & co . The food was nice and we were really full.Then we went home.And yestarday , i went to kbox with jia yu . We sang alot of songs and have a lot of fun playing with each other. I have an enjoyable day with her.

Blur Sotong!!

2007-09-07T22:56:00.000+08:00

I am really a blur sotong . I always forget this and forget that . And i really have shortage memory which sometime brings me lots of trouble and jokes . This few weeks , i been doing cashier more than serving the customers.When i though that i am already know what i need to know as a cashier , things keep cropping up one by another . Firstly was the balancing , i was the only cashier for that night and everyone was waiting for me . And i kept forgetting the numbers and also the columns to fills the numbers in. I was anxious and really hope to finish the whole things . But things get worse as i have filled the numbers in the wrong column. And i have to re write all the things which drag the time . I felt rather bad about it. Then came another problem which is i forget to check the audit roll and it did not bring the sales of the day , i did not realised until i was told by my supervisior about the incident.And because of that , the manager have to write a report about the things to the account people . I felt gulity about that leh .I mean it was my fault and i have caused my manager to write a report because of me .But i promised to be more alert now .

Things have started to get abit too easy....

2007-08-30T19:20:00.000+08:00

Ever since last sunday , i have been enjoying my holidays and have been slacking around and moving around Singapore.Firstly on the 26th of august , i went for my class chalet and i stay overnight with some of my classmates whom some became drunk at the end of the day while some simply played around with whatever they have. I and some of my friends were in the room eating and sharing ice cream ( Ben & Jerry).Then some of us started to play card games and some just sitting around and chat .Then we left early in the morning and we went our separate ways.I went back home and sleep . Then on tuesday , i woke up early to go to the gym with serene and her sister.After that , we went back to serene house to put our things and we went straight to sing Kbox.When i reach home , it was already 8 something le. I borrowed some vcds from serene and watched it all through the night .Then i went to work in the afternoon.Then today, i helped my mum with the cooking.And then the whole day , was justing playing games and using of pc.

Last day of school!!

2007-08-25T00:19:00.000+08:00

I did not went to school that day. I went to acer that very morning to retrieve my laptops and do ensure that the laptop is working well and everything is back to normal.I was hoping that everything is okay by the time i retrieve it from the acer company . But to my dismay , everything was not okay . All my datas was lost and worse , i have to go back to my school to do configuration again. And so i went back to the school , afraiding that i will bump into my classmates and they will start questioning me . So i went a big round to the it helpdesk and start configuration when i started msning my friends . And then eileen asked me to come to class when i msn her for the photos that we took at class.So i went just in time for the presentation , and it was funny as it was a video presentation . Very different from what we usually used to present.And then we took so photos with the faciliators and receive some small gifts from angela .We went back home together and along the way we laugh and chat . I really like to be with my class and also my classmates. They are fun and nice to be with.Love them to bits. I will be seeing them again this coming sunday.

many things happen at a time!!

2007-08-22T23:28:00.001+08:00

Today was the second last lesson for W34G.We were dismissed early and many of us stay behind to take pictures with our faciliator.We have group shots and individual shots with our faciliators.In today's lesson , we talked about the things that have changed our life significantly. I talk about the needs of money , while the rest talk about things like how musics have changed their lives or how food and anime have changes and stuff like that .They are many more things that we talk about which really changes our lives as well as our thinkings.And i can say that when we talk about all this things and with cedric linking up what we say have an sudden impact on me . Suddenly , i wished that the time will stopped at that moment . And we would just continue talking and laughing.I was the sponsor of Wee chong's restuarant and the food source will be coming from esther's farm . And then sathya will be there to kill the poultry.Elliot , Hadi , jacintha and siq will be there performing. Jian Xiong will take his parents to the restaurant to eat .With pey chern as the security guard and elvin as the delivery man for the restaurant and also eileen to decorate and set the background of the restaurant . Qiao yi will be the manager of the restaurant command the staffs. And after we are dismissed , the whole group went for lunch together . And we started to chat and then we walk to causeway points and play some games together. I really hope that i can still be in the same class as them . They are really great . And one last things , the hard drive in my lappy have spolit and i have to send it to acer to repair it today. And i have to go and collect it tommorrow .

Naggy!!

2007-08-22T23:28:00.000+08:00

Familiar Faces !!

2007-08-20T09:42:00.000+08:00

This few days , i been seeing faces that are so familiar as if i seem them before and have know them during my early years .Like what i saw this morning , i board 902 today and i saw a familiar faces. Then all of a sudden , a chain of memories just played in my mind , i suddenly remember who he is . He is cheng mun , the guy that i used to admire during my primary school years. I do not know that he is studying at rp too. I saw him several times at Vista point when i was still studying Woodgrove . And occasionally , i will also saw him at interchange and other places .But he is in year 2 ba and i think that he recognise me too by the looks he give me whenever i glance at him .Haha!! and i get to know a couple of Rpians who is in year3 and year2 . And i guess that's why people always say world is so small .

Some time , i rather be alone!!

2007-08-16T00:22:00.000+08:00

I do not know why am i the way i am . Why am i so moody and seems to be having mood swing all the time . Is it because of my horoscope or is it because that's my nature character ? I really don't know . Some time , i really want some one to be by my side and listen to what i have to say and hopefully he could give me some console or a shoulder for me to lean on . However , i rather be alone and be by myself . Cause i do not want to open my mouth to talk or to interact with the person beside me . I just want some quiet moment .

My horoscope is scorpio and i guess that's explain why is it that i behaved the way i am .

Pics Again!!

2007-08-12T21:16:00.000+08:00

I like pics that allows you to think deeper into what the pics is trying to express.

Happy National Day !!

2007-08-09T12:30:00.000+08:00

Today was Singapore 42th birthday . And it was the day that marked Singapore as an independent state since 9 August 1965 when it separated from Malaysia .

Here are some history background of Singapore :Singapore was founded as a British trading colony in 1819.

It joined the Malaysian Federation in 1963 but separated two years later and became independent. It subsequently became one of the world's most prosperous countries with strong international trading links (its port is one of the world's busiest in terms of tonnage handled) and with per capita GDP equal to that of the leading nations of Western Europe.

Credits:http://education.yahoo.com/reference/factbook/sn/

Having been born and have raise up in singapore , i am quite proud to say that i love living in singapore despite the fact that the weather is damn hot all seasons. Haiz ..

But i still love to be in singapore where it is safer and where my family is .

Important Vs Urgent!!

2007-08-05T21:04:00.000+08:00

Often , many people regard urgent as something important and of some weightage to the people's benefits and its future . But is there any different between "Urgent " and "important".I think there is a different between them. As i believed that urgent means that it is of very important to the person himself /herself and need to be acted on immediately before things get worse . While important is just simply what we think as our first priority but somehow , we will not be in a hurry to act on the priority .This two words came through my mind seconds ago and i though i should ponder about it . I felt that we should use combine the words together . As i believed that it is important for us to act on our priority right away rather than procrastinate . I know that we need to wait for the right moment but i believed that some of us including me myself will miss the moment even it have descend upon us .And we will regret . That's what i felt . Haha !!

PICTURES!!

2007-08-03T12:35:00.001+08:00

Sometime , i just feel like going back into the days where i need not to worry about money , appearance and all that it matters in an adulthood. I felt so pressurised and distaste of what i seem in the adult world. It's complex and complicated . And there will be alot of things that we have to worry about or things that we would ought to face it face to face kind of situation . You cannot be crying over little things and having people to come around and comfort you and to cheer you up . Sometime , i just do not feel like growing up .Grr...

Running

2007-07-29T22:30:00.000+08:00

I started running every monday , tuesday , thursday and even sunday . I started to enjoy my run at night and feeling the sweat wet my hair and as it slide along my neck . I felt so refresh . I have to admit that i started running is because i wanted to slim down and hopefully i will look better after i achieved my aim .I just come back from my run and have my energy drink . Was fully awake ,there's no sigh of me feeling ache in any part of my body . I have done some research on the net about the benefit of jogging as well as running. And here are the information:
1. Running and jogging can boost attitude , relieve stress and even build confidence of individual.
Reasons being :
-it make the runner out run trial after trial and become more and more fit and certain about themselves of each footstrike
-it will allow a sense of empowerment and freedom as you know that your body and ur limbs are power and capable
-It allow you to gain better self image especially when you have lose some weight .
->running or jogging help to clear your mind and will better help you in pinning down the problem .
- running will help release something called endorphine which cause europhia or a general sense of happiness
-running have been used to cure depression and addictions as it helps them to concentrate and letting them see something other than their depressed state or addiction .
-it help to train your mind and making you more focused and determined as you faced obstacles in life
Lastly , running improve our healths . It help to prevent muscle and bone loss that occur naturally with old age
it help to strengthen your heart and full cardiovascular system.
But do not try to overstrain your body . Know your limit . ;)
credits:http://running.about.com/od/gettingstarted/a/101whyrun_3.htm on july 29,2007, 2301pm.

Friendship!!

2007-07-23T19:38:00.000+08:00

Friends is when two or more people get to know one another and knowing the name of the particular person or people .We get to recognise each person's facial expression and start to smile when meeting along the street. But we will just know their name but we will never understand them and we do not know what they are thinking at the moment when they see u or get to know you . We just know that he or she is in our friend lists . We never ever get to really talk to them and know them. I have little close friends but i have many friends outside school and inside school . May be because i was born in the horoscope of scorpio, i was a sensitive person who do not seems to differentiate between joke and serious. Today , i have an counter with one of my close friend. I was chatting with her through msn when she suddenly flare up and say words that really hurt my feelings . She say that she hated me and even asked me to go to hell . I was shocked by the words that came out from her mouth. I was upset and i eventually sms her.And turn out that she was just joking with me and now we have patch up . She is a very nice friend so when she told me that i was speechless and my tears welled up immediately and was heavy on my eye lids .Thanks god. she was just lying to me .We even promised to meet up during the august holiday . Hehe!! love her lots as friend la ..

One Big Family!!

2007-07-18T12:31:00.001+08:00

This is the neoprint that we take yestarday !!

I love my IG simply because of my love for music and also for the cohesiveness of IG mates . They are really nice people and i really enjoyed the time spend with them . We would go home together and we would start to have fun and laugh non-stop during the walk to causeway and even before we set off from Rp. We bond well with one another and yestarday we went to take neoprint and spend time eating together at Kentucky . I really love being with them .

Harry Potter !!

2007-07-15T23:12:00.000+08:00

Harry potter is my all time favourites . I like watching the movies and also reading the books about harry potter . I like all the characters that acted in the move and the way the author wrote the story line . it talk about the magical world which we all as a child have dream of going to one or be part of the magical world . Harry potter have bring me and also those who have dreamt of having magical powers a chance to fantasie on what its really like to be in a magical world . It was amazing to see how the different character cope with magic and using the magic to do things that is considered non-realistics in the real society . Last thursday , i went to watch harry potter and the order of phoneix with my friends . The graphic was nice and the content of it was fabulous . i think every one should go watch it . Its a nice show .U won't regret watching it de.

Sian ar !! have to buck up le !!

2007-07-10T15:41:00.000+08:00

Today was a crappy and lousy day with everything all mess up and the presentation today was so lousy then even the facilitator questioned the class about our presentation . I have to admit that our presentation is too wordy and contradicting . But i guess its because we never have the time to go through the presentation that we have and everyone of us especially me are distracted today .(Maybe it just me lor ).. haiz ..guess i have to buck up le ..not more slacking and not distracted by things around me . I need to focus and concentrate . I just hope that i would not score so badly in today's problem statement .Which is impossble. Jia you !! Suyin .So i guess we have to discuss and make sure we are on the right tracks in order to derive onto a good solution for everyday's problem statement . JJIIIIAAA YYYYOOOUUU!!

Idols fantastical !!

2007-07-09T16:00:00.000+08:00

they are the cast of xian tian qi xia zhuan

Aren't they cute . They are not my idol but they are the campus superstar contestants.

that's stefanie sun , my favourite idol . I have all her albums.

That's sweety ,taiwanese pop group . Both are born in the year of dragon . for whom , is just one year my senior .

My voice's lost !!

2007-07-08T11:29:00.000+08:00

My voice have been rough and its been difficult for me to communicate with people with that kind of voice as people around me could not exactly heard what i say orthey will did not catch what i say .My classmates say my voice had started to break while some say that my voice is sexy and was nice .At work place , everyone was sayin that my voice sounds like a men. And i joke that i must have inject too many men hormone . That's why my voice started to change and that i will be a right man soon. One of the timberland promoter even joke with me that since my voice have started to change , he will be able to see me in the boy toliet instead of gal toliet . Then some say that my voice sound abit rock .And i actually have fun time with my voice. Many people was joking about it but also concern about my voice .They will keep asking me to drink ju hua cha as it will help my voice to recover and asked me not to eat fried food .They have showered me with the concern although they have make fun of my voice . My supervisior say that if my voice continue like that , she will buy 24 cans of ju hua cha for me to drink.Love them as i felt blessed with them around me .

Jumping into conclusion!!

2007-07-03T20:57:00.000+08:00

Jumping into conclusion was today 's problem statement . I though the problem was easy and by thinking that way , it means that i have jump into conclusion too fast even before i do the research and all the necessary things. People tend to jump into conclusion too easily and without finding out what is the truth . And they perceive what they saw and based on their prior knowledge , they jump into conclusion just like that. After today's lesson , i swore not to jump into conclusion too easily and to find out the truth before i came up with a conclusion . The world is so big and wide . I need to find out more about the world and the fundamental things .

那年夏天寧靜的海

2007-06-30T10:52:00.001+08:00

Its a very nice songs.

Nature of Beauty !!

2007-06-28T22:42:00.000+08:00

Beauty is what we deems as people who have nice face features and slender legs and body . But what does beauty really means ??Does it neccessary refer to those that have the looks and the figures ?? I do not know the answer but i am sure that beauty normally are based on appearance and not on the inner self . To most people , beauty is refer to the physical body and not the inner . As physical appearance is visible to everyone while a inner side is not easily visible unless you know that person very well .I watched a movie dubbed the 200 pounds beauty . It was touching especially near the end of the show where hana confessed to everyone that she went for surgery and that she used to be at the back stage singing cause she was fat and ugly . Now after the surgery , it seems that she do not need to be at the back stage singing .She can be standing on the stage and doing what she wants as now noone will criticise her anymore especially the way she look. But she lost herself , her friend and her only family .She want to be hana and not the jenny . I cried and i realised one philsophy from that show is that be yourself , be true to yourself . Dun lost urself .

Pics!!

2007-06-26T21:22:00.001+08:00

sometime, i t will be best that u set aside what u been doing and just look up to the sky and enjoy the breeze that blowing gentle against ur face and body .

I find it very meaningful cos sometime when people are in a rush , they tend to overlook things such as emotion.

This is what i find in the internets, i felt it very interesting and i think the artisite have done a great job.

Salute to All mango Staffs !!

2007-06-25T20:51:00.000+08:00

Yestarday , i went to work at Mango . And it was the first time , i been there working and experience what is it like to be a member of Mango . It was tough !! They have to keep folding and hanging clothes . And they have to make sure that they know where all the clothes are being kept and display in the store . They work until late hours and they are still in high spirts. They are tired but they do not complain at all. They still having fun and they are observant . I was helping them to fold the clothes which were mess up . And it was damn tiring and my shoulder ache from all the folding and also the hanging . I really know what is it like to work in such a big boutique .

Good Presentation!!

2007-06-21T21:51:00.000+08:00

This two days , i been satisfied with the presentation i done with my team members . I think the presentation we done are great and the contents we have are relevant in answering the problem statement . We are more direct in the way we answer the problem and solving the problem . We are organized and the presentation went very smoothly for us . And we are able to answer the questions asked by the facilitators .( mostly lor). I have fun with my group today . They are fun to work with especially Jinhao , Elliot and qiao yi . Jin hao kept adding comments that is so damn funny and then elliot will add on to his comments which make me and qiao yi laugh . Qiao yi is very 'high ' today , she kept laughing and moving around and i have fun time chatting with her lor . haha.hehe ..

Indeceisive have got me into countless trouble !!

2007-06-19T18:18:00.000+08:00

I have always been indecisive and i really hate that part of me .Its always because of indecisiveness that cause lots of trouble for me . I want to be decisive about everything . I do not want to hesitate about what should i choose and i do not want others to choose for me . I just want to have my own judgement and also i want to be decisive and make my own stand in terms of deciding whether i want something or not .I do not want to just literally follow what others have say . But think of it , i am not always so indecisive .Because there are times when i took my stand and the initatives . So i guess i not that indecisive lor . Just that i need to really stand up and speak up when needed and not hesitate on what to buy and what not to buy.Jia you for me in becoming a better and a more decisive person

Finally!!

2007-06-18T19:40:00.000+08:00

School reopen le . And that means i will not be able to work everyday le . Yeah!! i am really tire out by all the working days i have these two weeks . It was packed with work and nothing else . Although i have off days in between , but that was not enough for me to relax and enjoy my holiday . I supposed to go enjoy myself during the holidays with friends and family .But due to my hectic work schedule , i have to put aside all this . I never get to go to the class chalet (Rp)and also the class gathering(5N1) . I really miss my classmates and the fun we have together .SOmetime i really hate working , but if not work then it will be the end of me and my alllowance . Haiz , what to do ?? I not money ar .Finally, my blog have been reformat le . Hurray !! Thanks to Gary !! haha ..I finally have the tag board and also the link sections .

Memories !!

2007-06-13T01:31:00.000+08:00

Memories will keep flashing back time and time again without u controlling it . It may be just a gesture, a paper or even songs that u heard from ur radio or even ur computer . I was at home the whole day slping and surfing of nets . Of coz , there was lunch break and dinner break for me to get away from the com . I went down to buy food this afternoon and i bought kentucky fried chicken for my mum when i noticed that there is a buddy meal . Then suddenly , i grin without me knowing it and image of me and two and my collegues eating the meal .I remeber we asked for six pieces meal . And there were many side orders also . We shared the money and we went down to the canteen . We were very full by the time we swallowed our second pieces of chicken and drinking half of the drinks . We did not even touch on our mash potatoes and also the colesaw .But me and jinny went on and on . And my other collegue was amused by our appetite . Haha, we went back to the sales floor together and we were all feel very lerthagic after that . But it was fun in a way la . Haha...

Sick !!

2007-06-09T11:25:00.000+08:00

Been sick yestarday and the day before, i was having fever and cold at the same time . It was terrible and i could sleep well . And i kept sneezing even when the weather is blazing hot .I do not know why but just do what i wanted to do until yestarday and on thursday night when i started to feel feverish and my nose blocked . I went out on thursday with serene to bugis village when i started sneezing sequencingly .Then on friday morning , i started to feel "heaty", and went to measure my body temperature . And u know what my body temperature was 39.3 degrees leh . But i was sneezing away leh . Wonder what happen to my body . haha, must be too tire out .Haha..

Slogging my ways out !!

2007-06-07T01:59:00.000+08:00

These few days , i been slogging my ways out . I been working and going through the same work routine almost everyday . I was like doing the same old things . I have to smile and stand the isetan way for the whole day . I have to climb up and down the shelves to get the shoes and sizes. And then have to make sure that the display was arranged nicely and ensure that shoes brands are in their original postitions. Then i have to wipe the mirrors and also to lock the storerooms . Then at the end of the day , when i changed back to my own clothes . i was feeling damn restless and my legs ache like hell leh ..But whenever think of the money that i gonna earn at the end of the day , i will just smile and think that all the hard work is paid off.Although it is hard work all the way as i came to face with different kinds of people and some very fussy and difficult to deal with , with the money i am willing to work on . As i have many good collegues such as li yun , huey ming , shi kin , jia yu , aunty clarks , scholl , uncle everbest , itti-otto , andre valentino , ecco ,americaya , cherie , u.r.s,alessandro and also My two supervisiors who have been very nice to me . And thanks to them , that i get the job. Love them alots.

Lao POs !!

2007-06-04T00:31:00.000+08:00

In this life , i have two wives , one of which is jessalin , whom i have known her for at least 5 years by now . She is younger than me and was the best wife that i ever had in my life . She is one of my closed friends other than my two best friends.I know her since the first day she enter my CCas which is Chinese orchestra. I started to talk to her and hang out with her .And soon , we become very close and i started calling her lao po. We have children which are our juniors .We have fun time together, especially me . I like being with her . She is a nice person who deserve some one that will give her a blissful life.I hope that she will find that special one that will care for her. I always like to tease and suan her because she was cute and she know that i was just joking . She taught me alot of thing like not being rash in words and be patient towards people .She has good temper as well.So far , she never felt angry over something for more than five minutes. That's what i like about her . Hehe!! But that's one thing that i don like about her is that she nv called me back i told her to ,and when she say that she will call me. But that's okay !! hehe !! She is my closed friend and also my lao po . My beloved lao po. i hope that she will be able to get the guy she want . Just want to tell her that i will be always there to lend you a listening ears if you want and will be there to support u and lend u a hand . Call me if you need help. I will try to help de. Jia you , lao po .Love ya!!

Haiz!!

2007-06-03T02:24:00.000+08:00

i found out that i not a sociable kind of person . I always try to be like everyone and try to please everyone . And also hope that they will accept and acknowledge me as one of their kind .And the more i try , the more i feel tired as i will always try to imitate what they're saying and try to impersonate lor .i know that it is foolish of me to do but i could control myself from doing that . Of course , i know what should i imitate and what i should not .Just that , i felt that i do not know the way to associate with people . I want to be everyone's friend. When i facing someone or a situation , my mind will be in a daze . I do not know what should i do and what should i not do . What i know is that , if the people in front of me is not feeling happy or was unwell , all i can do is console them and say some encouraging words and try to make them smile . Some time , when i was tired and want to rest , i just don care what the people was feeling and just say what i think at the moment and what came to my minds. I like seeing people smile because of me . I would try to come up with some words or some actions to ensure that they smile .I 'm a weirdo . Sometime , i want to talk to everyone and talk non-stop .And sometime , i just want to be quiet and not talk .Sian...

SaDs , Hopeless!!

2007-06-01T09:13:00.000+08:00

I felt very sad , hopeless when faced with my mum's temper and all the things that she deems as right .Today , my mum throw a tantrum and started to complaint about my second brother who has not answer her call this morning .She started to say unreasonable stuff about religions and stuffs and how christianity had affect his fillial and all kind of things .My brother was annoyed by what she says and started to rebake her by saying that my second brother did not answer her calls does not mean that he is not a good boy anymore and also not because of his belief that cause him not to answer. It can be due to lots of reasons like he might be too tired ( as he is rushing a project yestarday with his friend) or he did not heard the phone rang leh .I was cross too when she say about all those stuffs that are unreasonable . And i also rebake her too. But she become more furious and kept asking us to shut up . Which in turn , annoy my brother . And i started to keep quiet as i know nothing i say will go through her mind and heart . So i kept quiet but seeing they quarrel make me sobs.....And i just went out of the house immediately .

Asking Questions!!

2007-05-30T23:58:00.000+08:00

Today , my module was communication and the topic for today is asking good questions . We were given two resources and we have to based on the two resources to come up with relevant questions based on the roles that we are assigned to . There are five roles , two of which are the lawyers of Harry , the Sing idol who were known for his nasty temper and of Sally , who was a rp students who have violent mood swings . And two are journalists of a reputable newspaper agancy , another one is the tabiold magazine. Lastly , will be the police investigator . My team is assigned as the reporter of a reputable newspaper magazine . We have alot of fun today as it was not the usual presentation .We get to come up with questions and there will be role playing and it is hilarious lor . Hehe..then , today i went back home with jian xiong , qiao yi and eileen . We chit-chatt all the way lor .And i and eileen went to work together but at different places la .Hehe ..but we went home together too.hehe .. i came to know her alot .haha!!Then this coming june holiday , my class will helding a chalet .heehee..they are planning to hang over.haha !!i will be there too.

Serene and Christina!!

2007-05-27T15:26:00.000+08:00

Serene and christina were my best friends .We known each other for almost 8 years le .We have been keeping in touch with each other even though we are going our separate ways and taken on different path. Christina has a steady boyfriend who is two years her senior .And she have taken up dancing in her school .Since then , she have slim down alot and started to doll herself .She is now the little princess among the three of us .We named ourself the S.C.S gals .And it mean Serene, Christina and Suyin (me). We would always took neoprint every new year and also on serene's birthday .We will take up time for each other to go shopping .I met christina first , then came along serene.We been friends since P5.We would always play and mess up the place we are at.( but mostly its at serene's place). We like gathering at serene's house .As there's many things avaliable for the three of us to have fun for the whole day .We would play role-playing such as entertainment host and some drama scene that we watch or are captivated by the show .We would record using serene's bro video camera .We would also play things that are not so Proper Such as cracking dirty jokes and also hitting the "coconuts." haha!! But we really have fun . Serene is the eldest of the three but she was the childish and good listener of the three.She is kind and stubborn . And she is good at consoling and listening to people's woe and sorrow .She is persistent in whatever she do.She is resiting for the olevel math examination.And she is working very hard to ensure that she score well this time .She been revising the math formula .She used to have a boyfriend who is very da nan ren. She been crying for him and he never do anything for her .But now that they have break up , i 'm happy for her .She is happier now . She is the baobei of the three . While i am the da jie of the three although i was the youngest and the shortest . I was more daring than them and i would always help them when they have any problems or when they need someone by themselves to boost their confidence .I remember once serene went up to me because of some problem with her boyfriend . i went confront her boyfriend and talk to him .They are my baobei and my bestest friends in the world .But one more thing , i want to carify .I baobei them and like them is not because i am A Lesbian .I like guys ok!!ANyway , friends forever for the trio of us .

lonely , helpless and emotionless !!

2007-05-24T20:00:00.000+08:00

I always have that feelings that i am being left out by the people around me. I am always seeking attentions of others and hope that they will listen to me and responses to whatever i say .Whenever there is a lack of participation or response coming from them , i feel that they do not like me or that they find me boring and also because they do not want to befriend me le .I always felt so insecure as i am not that kind of person that will be able to be part of their group or even girl group . I always felt helpless and a sense of loneliness whenever i could not find someone to talk to .I just hope that there will be someone by my side to listen to me and talk me around whenever i need the attention .

Haha!!

2007-05-21T23:00:00.000+08:00

I have an enjoyable day with my team today . We are given a problem statement on what are we going to include for our resort that are supposed to be ego-friendly and where will it be located .
It had to be specified and detailed . So my team discussed and many funny points and suggestions popped up around the place . And we laughed alots during the discussion.And then , we decided on one concept of the resort .We are building our "resort" in adaman Island . A island that is near india . We have everything organized .The high light of our "resort " is that we are ego-friendly and we have match making activites for singles .And we will organize games and adventure .There will be a performances from all over the world.The food we offered of good quality and are fresh because we catch it on the day it was cooked .We

will not save the sources until tomorrow if there are leftover .We also have solar panels to absorb sun energy to generate electricity for the night activities and lights . And we have campfires and some water sport activities .We also provide sightseeing around the island using horse carriage .We plant our own veg and we have a farm .The water sources come from the sea and the waterfall.And we will distillate it before we send it to the tap of every room .And we have a skits , where i played the manager of the resort and cheryl , jinhao played the tourists and mathana, jacintha are the reporters of a show.The funniest part is when jinhao was interviewed.The answers he give and the reaction are hilarious .I think we do well for our presentation.

Weird uncle !!

2007-05-18T23:34:00.000+08:00

I was boarding the bus just a moment ago .And i brought mcdonald french fries with me as i wanted to have it for supper .Just as i board the bus and settle down on a seat, there was this uncle wearing office wear staring at me.At first , i ignore his stare and his present but things started to get weird when he kept looking at me . When i alight the bus , he went to the bus driver and told him that i ate in the bus which i did not do . Sucks lor , what the F***k .Go to hell la.I watch house of wax today .It was disgusting and pervish leh .Its not a horror movie anymore . I wonder what the director or rather the script writer is thinking about .

Private Sales!!

2007-05-18T10:26:00.000+08:00

Yestarday was private sales . I supposed to report to work at 8.30am but because of my Ut test , i start work at 11 am .And when i went to the sales floor , there was already huge crowd of people crowding the whole level . They were squeezing and pushing and even snatching boxes of shoes .They are many great discounts ranging from 15% to 30% .And there will be 10% discount to sales items.So it was a great deal . I wanted to buy the shoes and a ROXy Jacket which cost $95 (WITHOUT DISCOUNT).But due to certain factors , i do not buy them .I have my lunch at 2 pm and dinner at 6.10 pm. I have dinner with my collegue and i really have fun going to dinner with them .

They were fun and one of them keep calling polar mei .It make me giggle with laughter.

phew!!

2007-05-16T09:13:00.000+08:00

Phew , i though that i could not log in to the my blog.I almost forgotten what's my username and my password.I try alot of time typing in various username that i have for many other account .And it is of not use.So when i try again just a moment ago , it works and i blogging now ..hehe!!

HappyHappy me!!

2007-05-15T22:29:00.000+08:00

This few days , i was having fun with my classmates and i getting used to the environment in RP.

I get to know lots of nice characters and learn more about the people around me.As i have different modules everyday , i get to exposed to different group discussion.Some of the group members , i been in the same team as them before or are in the same group as them in other modules .They are very nice people that like to joke alot and laugh .I also get into contact with other people from other classes and building through the IG .Overall , its okay lor ..hehe , but its abit sian lor .As we have to present almost everyday .haiz...sian...